released January 26, 2016
shopping for your brand of darkness, exalt it
glorify and fuel your flaws
a force in facing all my wrongness is asking this:
am I a vacuum in your absence?
in this room with fragile things
they will fall at my hands
can't recall what's said to who
which will keep me in check?
renewing subscription to subjigation
giving up and lying down
wracking up the violations and sensations
I don't care if I got it wrong
opening a bigger box
I'll chew but can I swallow?
so resented so adored
awake from winter's mistake
I can't be from what you feed